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Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @4:48:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:sorry bessy!!!
ok. like my bff frm p6 is sooo going to kill me. i haven't blogged in like...forever. i suck at this. so total apologies to the best friend in the world. or not. since i'm such an internet idiot. its like now she's in nan hua high she's become impatient and almost irritating. not like the old bubbly crazy bessy-ish bessy. good thing my bro isn't like that. ok...now shes old bessy again. omg. SPLIT PERSONALITY!!! die. xx lols. ok so on with blogging.
lets see....what happened? well, alissa has officially kicked me out of the group and now aneesah (im not sure if thats the correct spelling) is in my place. they seem happier so whatever. not saying i hate aneesah or anything. nor lydia or amanda. i just hate alissa. why? let me explain. 1st, all of a sudden she starts ignoring me. not lydia or amanda. just her. then all 3 of them dont wait for me after classes anymore, dont talk to me during recess or classes. and it just so BLOODY happens to be exam time. so we dont sit together. and now all the tables are rearranged so yeah. at first i try to chase after them but they keep ignoring me - all 3 of them now. but lydia still talks perfectly normally to me during lit and science. alissa used to like glare at me, then when i glanced at her, she would turn away and totally diao me. its like...totally scoffable at.sooo irritating!!!! so i just be a loner for a bit. then its like...suddenly she sends me an email. then she says that they feel that im sucking up to them. and other stuff that i forgot. so i replied saying sorry if they felt that way. personally i didnt feel so but i probably wasn't aware so yeah. then i replied some of the other stuffs. then i ended with a 'sorry. =)' then i hoped like hell that we would get back together. then she didn't reply. and it got even worse.
then during EFL (education for life. its some camp that the sch has every year) we played truth or dare. then the toopid sue ann asked me who did i think was a bitch in the class. i was debating between saying alissa or amelia. so i whispered to sue ann alissa. i dunno how she heard but she cheered like 'yayyyyy! Woooh!' then after that they asked her that question then she immediately said 'silea.' FULLSTOP. its so over. past the point of no return. now, she is 'bitch'. she dosent even deserve a name. not even a blank space. in fact, 'she' is too good for her. 'it' is even better. ok. now she is 'it'. so it keeps being irritating and we like. totally repel each other. and im glad. so after that aneesah hung out with them, they were a fouresome again. lalalalalalalas. WHATEVER. lame shit. happily ever after for them. not me. im gonna star a new post abt EFL so happy reading!
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