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Sunday, May 13, 2007 @6:39:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:.
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?????????????????????? ITS LIKE SUDDENLY EVERYTHING IS PERFECT THEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG. I HATE MY LIFEEEEEEE. *BANGS HEAD ON WALL TILL I BLEED TO DEATH*
i swear...it's not as if sue ann telling the whole WORLD that i have a boyfriend (which is SUCH a small thing PER-LEASE.) is bad enough, im a TOTAL social reject and i tell my godbro and WHAT DOES HE SAY? change your attitude. yeah maybe it IS my attitude but IM SORRY WORLD, THIS IS ME. honestly. i miss bess so much and when i see her what does she say? 'omg why are you so dressed up??' then i totally waste 3 hours or so being TORTURED. hey you were the one who said we were like just going to your house to play basketball and badminton. well im sorry i was late and probably held up everyone but after a whole year of best friendship you should at least know that im NOT a morning person and to me on a saturday, 8 am is MORNING. well im sorry if im a big fat lazy pig who loves to sleep but its me ok? and if you're EXPECTING like a whole group of at least 4 you should at LEAST dig up some kind of food. its not like we planned this for weeks and you reminded us thousand and one times to bring cash cos you wouldnt have food. that time the whole group of like 7 people came and at least me and my mom could dig up bread and ham and fruits and juice. and i made it OBVIOUS that i was hungry so you cant say you didnt know. i said 'im hungry' at least three times. and when you all bought bubble tea and food at 7-11 and at the kopitiam i almost felt like getting on my knees and BEGGING for food? then again you'd probably laugh and say no way its not my fault you didn't bring cash. right? and if i made a mistake then TELL ME. ok? its like only leyi and ben were the nice ones. and mag but not as nice. ok i know im sounding mean but yeah. and i know the stuff about my hair is SO true but I DON'T CARE. ok? i was feeling hot and sweaty, i hadn't tied up my hair in the first place cos it was still kind of damp and hard to tie cos its so thick. and i didn't know i would get that sweaty. ok? but whatever. and personally i think it looks good when its down. its not as if you would even come and read this post. and thats my fault for not updating. to tell the truth, i haven't visited anyone's blog in ages. maybe its cos i don't want to know how much fun you are having in your new schools. you all moved on WITH OLD FRIENDS. i'm in a FREAKING CONVENT ALONE. i know you'll probably say yeah its your fault for not studying harder. so what if it is? i'm still alone. ok i know i'm crapping so i apologies to all those innocent ppl who happen to read this. and whats more at xue er you (my chinese tuition center) next saturday my group is gonna lose SO BAD and i'm gonna have to dance to some freaky indian music. why? cos im the new girl and of sue ann's FREAKING BIG MOUTH. i mean yeah i dance in the shower sometimes but thats to no. 1, pop music like welcome to the black parade or something. no. 2, NOT INDIAN MUSIC and no. 3, not in front of the whole freaking class and the teacher ALONE. i mean if the guys were doing it too then i could like hide behind them or something but nnooooooooooooooo. only one person is going up and its the winner's choice. which would be me, the new girl. and PER-LEASE SUE ANN, JUST COS YOU HAVEN'T GROWN UP YET AND WORN SLIGHTLY LOWER NECK TOPS DOESN'T MEAN PEOPLE WHO DO ARE FREAKS OK? grrr.
pissed-ly yours,
{siLEa}
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