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Sunday, May 13, 2007 @7:18:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:ow.
okok im sorry. i was a total brat just now. i hate being a teenager. grrr. and im sorry to whoever read that previous post but i seriously just needed to scream it all out. oh crap. sorry. totally zoned out.
thinking about why my life sucks so bad that when i want it to pour down on me it doesn't and when i give up wishing it drizzles. seriously. and i cant even play ONE game of game of life in a house with 3 other people in it who aren't working like mad for either exams or for their jobs. i finally get ONE person to sit down and play but shes so reluctant and absorbed in that retarded 'Deal or No Deal' and then after that the news. seriously. then during commercial breaks when i ask her to do something like help me to spread the cards so i can get a freaking job or salary or house she's suddenly SOOOOOO tired she can't even be bothered. my life rocks huh? sometimes i just wish i was born DEFORMED or something so i could have something to pity myself for. but now if i pity myself i get yelled at. for being such a spoilt brat. and just like one or two days ago i told him that the good thing about having a boyfriend is that he'll always make you feel better. NOT TRUE. i make up a story about me scraping both knees and an elbow and what does he say?? 'i got scratched and i bet it bled more than you.' WOW. GREAT LOGIC. i wish his brains had been scratched out cos it really seemed like they had. and it was SO obvious i wanted sympathy and all he could care about was his cousins and the train and something about some lady on the train or something. great huh? sorry im being bratty and probably bitchy again. oh well. night everyone and sorry again.
sorry-ly yours,
{siLEA}
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