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i am AELIS
aka SILEA
i love the FRENCH HORN & TRUMPET and the CELLO!
i love STCBAND! many instruments, one sound. many sections, one family!
i love the HORNS & TRUMPETS! GO HORNIES & TRUMPETERS!
i am currently in sec 4 ATOMIC! watch out, we'll blow you away!
i was born on ohfive onetwo ninefour. presents are always welcome(:
i am taking part in CHINGAY 2010! look out for me!
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Sunday, July 15, 2007 @3:40:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:-at peace- with nothing.
blathers. i'm bored. oh yeah. i've written a new song. see if you can guess who it's about. actually it can be used in 2 ways. for friends and guys. or girls. either way. oh well. here it is.
i wanna slap you more than her
i wondered if we were friends you said DUH.
but what's happening now?
its almost like we had a row.
you're completely leaving me
'tho you know i just can't be
alone for long.
i'll start to shut down, to go wrong
my breath comes fast,
i'm in a frenzy to find you, rush rush rush.
then when i finally do
you act like every thing's cool
then you suddenly talk to the nerd
she's so soft she's barely heard.
it's not that i mind her,
it's just that...oh grrr.
a month ago you were ignoring her,
when you saw her you went ee-yer.
and what now?
you've got a new pet.
it's like she's your little rat.
who was there for you
when there was nothing you could do?
who was it,
ask yourself, think for a bit.
use your brain for once.
and stop this stupid childish dance
between friends and fiends,
who shared your losses who shared your wins?
i wanna slap you both,
but first i'll swear an oath,
to slap you more than her.
you more than her.
well, that's it. really depressing ain't it? oh well. there's another one. this one is at least more cheerful. kinda. haha.
i wish i could fly,
to all my troubles i'd say bye.
all those i cared about,
and all those who pushed me out
i'd leave them for a place
and live alone for all my days.
no cliques, no populars,
no bitching, no losers.
all i'll have is the sky,
and me, myself and i.
no more perfect little child.
no more caring about styles.
no more running
no more hiding
i'll scream jump run
until the day is done.
i'll do what i wanna do
and stop when i want to.
i'll feast all day and night.
do what i think is right.
i know that's just dreamland,
but i'll do what i can.
i'm already part way there,
so there's not much left to bear.
even at home
i'm alone.
i'm worse than a maid,
they wish i was dead.
and sometimes i do too...
but i gotta keep living, keep staying strong,
cos i know taking a life is just wrong.
it's written in the bible,
i gotta keep up for my own survival
i gotta stay strong,
and move along.
i gotta tell myself,
going to dreamland won't help.
i gotta save myself,
but for now i ain't gonna say nothing else.
this is like a kinda face-up-to-it,it's-all-you-have kinda song. haha. the last 4 lines, and the 'it's written in the bible' was composed by parveen. the rest was original thankyewverymuch. this post has like the fewest spelling and grammar mistakes ever. not including the thankyewverymuch cos i added it to my dictionary. haha. but still. oh well. i've gotta go. maybe i'll post another time. but it's wont' be soon cos mom has some legal translations to do on the com so ya. oh well. ttfn people. (p.s ttfn is ta ta for now)
twistingly yours,
{siLEA}
p.s.s the twist is meant to be the peace sign. yup. bye!
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