Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @5:09:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:-songs-
i've realized something. when i'm tired or depressed, i write more songs. lols. i wrote...1 today? and the beginning of another. argh. okok i'll put it here for my adoring fans. I WISH. hahaha. nah. i'll put it here for anyone who's interested or whatever. i am so kind. =]]]
i never really felt anything for you i just wanted it so bad i told myself i do. but now it's over, and you're free to go to her. i guess all i was was an excuse, just something you used to show off how popular you were with her, her and her.
i was so in love that i didn't notice all i wanted was that first kiss. instead or coming right out, you lead me about on a stupid idiotic dance without giving me a chance to see what a jerk you were. were and are.
you said you weren't sad, thinking it might make me feel bad. well, it didn't. never would nor couldn't. i realized something that once you know, you'll feel like a king. now that we're no longer... you know, together, you're free to date, without me turning you into shark bait, i guess i've made you happy, instead of feeling crappy.
oh well, you can go burn in hell for all i care, honestly. but i still don't know why i was so silly to fall for you, of all people, you!
hahaha. the shark bait thing is funny, and so are the last two lines. btw...in case you like writing songs too and somehow decide to use some of my lines, pls put a credit. =] i spent half of history and science writing it. haha. and about the same for the other songs. oh well. i think i'll go bathe. todays drills plus the 8 rounds at PE are killing my thighs! well, calves actually. calves is the one below right? oh whatever. MY LEG HURTS. simple enough? =] oh well. bye people. enjoy...whatever. hahaha.
hurtingly yours, {siLEA}
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