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i am AELIS
aka SILEA
i love the FRENCH HORN & TRUMPET and the CELLO!
i love STCBAND! many instruments, one sound. many sections, one family!
i love the HORNS & TRUMPETS! GO HORNIES & TRUMPETERS!
i am currently in sec 4 ATOMIC! watch out, we'll blow you away!
i was born on ohfive onetwo ninefour. presents are always welcome(:
i am taking part in CHINGAY 2010! look out for me!
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Monday, August 27, 2007 @6:18:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:another song.
i'm so proud. this is like my...5th song? yes i know parveen's done like...102 but mine mean more. SO THERE. haha. anyway, to the person it's 'dedicated' to, i know i said i'm not angry. i'm not. i'm just...sad, confused and upset. really. so i didn't lie. and to bess, you were right all along. anyway, my song.
what do i have to do for you
to look my way for a moment or two
things were going along perfectly
'till you said you needed to talk to me.
you said you couldn't hurt me
and that we couldn't let things be
well guess what, you did hurt me
and i cried the whole night, in pain and expectancy
for you to call me up again and say
i'm sorry, i love you for forever and a day
but you didn't call,
not at all.
we were at least i was so in love,
i was on cloud nine, maybe way above.
but then you had to say that,
that that made me feel so down, so bad.
you pulled me out and threw me down,
in a sea of emotions i drowned.
you told me not to cry,
when to our relationship you said bye
what kind of fool are you,
to think i'd actually be able not to?
i prayed so hard last night
wanting for everything to be alright.
why did you have to end it all
leaving me aside like some old rag doll.
i loved you, you said you loved me
so why couldn't leave things be?
if you didn't feel much for me,
why'd you call me your baby
i've been led on before,
then, in my face, he slammed the door.
was this just revenge, payback
for all the things i lacked?
or for how i broke your friend's heart.
well, you tore mine apart,
so thanks very much.
you say you miss a 'she'
do i even dare to dream that it's me?
don't think so.
oh yeah, by the way,
let's still stay friends ok?
well, that's it. but there's some bits that wouldn't fit...here they are:
the first time around, my heart got bruised
but i healed.
the second time, my heart froze, then cracked
when i found out that he still felt.
then you came along, and you cared for my injured heart.
you made me feel warm inside,
but then you had to do this,
and now my heart's in pieces.
weelll. if anyone can manage to rhyme that, while keeping the original meaning, i won't mind. thanks. anyway, i'm going to eat some chocolates now. it's a depressed girl's best friend, and then devil. (they make us feel better, then horrible cos we put on so much weight). LOL. anyway. chocolate. good night people.
depressingly yours,
{siLEA}
p.s the depressingly yours reminds me of Marvin in the hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy. haha. you know, Marvin the depressed robot? the super cute one. yep. XD
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