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i am AELIS
aka SILEA
i love the FRENCH HORN & TRUMPET and the CELLO!
i love STCBAND! many instruments, one sound. many sections, one family!
i love the HORNS & TRUMPETS! GO HORNIES & TRUMPETERS!
i am currently in sec 4 ATOMIC! watch out, we'll blow you away!
i was born on ohfive onetwo ninefour. presents are always welcome(:
i am taking part in CHINGAY 2010! look out for me!
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @5:04:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:more and more songs.
yep. i'm back with more songs. haha. that was so lame. anyway, there's another post below...so go read that first. both were typed today btw. anyway, these are songs that i wrote long ago...and never posted. so...now they're getting their chance to be discovered. hahaha.
1.
i wish i could fly
to my troubles i'd say be.
all those i cared about,
and all those who pushed me out
i'll leave them for a place
and love alone for all my days
no cliques, no populars.
no bitching, no losers.
all i'll have is the sky,
and me, myself and i.
no more perfect little child
no more caring about styles.
no more running
no more hiding
i'll scream jump run
till the day's done
i'll do what i wanna do
and stop when i want to
i'll sleep all day and play all night,
do what i think is right.
i know that's just dreamland,
but i'll do what i can
i'm already partway there
so there's not much left to bear.
even at home,
i'm alone
i'm like a maid
they wish i was dead
and sometimes...i do too
but i gotta keep living, keep staying strong
cos i know taking a life is just wrong.
it's written in the Bible.
the strongest for survival.
you may not be happy at my arrival,
but i gotta stay strong,
and move along.
i gotta tell myself
going away to dreamland won't help,
you gotta save yourself,
and i ain't gonna say nothing else.
the end. haha. but dont worry i'm not like a maid or anything as bad as the song seems, it's just something to put into the song. =)
2.
i wanna slap you more than her
i wondered if we were friends, you said der.
but what's happening now?
it's almost like we had a row
you're completely leaving me
tho you know i just can't be
alone for long.
i'll start to shut down, to go wrong
my breath comes fast
in a frenzy to find you, rush rush rush.
then when i finally do,
you act like everything's cool
then you suddenly talk to the nerd
she's so soft she's barely heard.
a month ago you were totally ignoring her
upon sight, you went 'ee-yer'
(lols. only thing i could think of.)
right now you've got a new pet
she's your runner, your rat.
who was there for you
when there was nothing you could do
who was it
ask yourself, think for a bit.
use your brain for once
and stop this stupid childish dance
between friends and fiends
who shared your losses, your wins?
i wanna slap you both,
but first i'll swear an oath
to slap you more than her.
i was really angry at me friend at that time, but now we're ok so yeah.
3.
i never really felt anything for you
i just wanted a relationship so bad i told myself i do.
but not it's over
and you're free to go to her
i guess all i was was an excuse
just something you used
to show off how popular you were
and to get closer to her.
argh. the rest is too depressing. hahaha. really. and i don't feel that way anymore. yup. there's my very first song...you can go search my archives. i believe it should be...march? or may. not sure. anyway, go check it out. it starts with 'why is it that when i want it to rain it never does?' and so on. i actually think that's my nicest song yet. =) so proud. hahaha. anyway, it's like 4 mins to 1 am. so...good night people. (morning actually)
sleepingly yours,
{siLEA}
p.s my first song is on sunday, may 13th. haha. imagine, friday the 13th. ooh. haha. night.
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