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Wednesday, October 17, 2007 @9:05:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
i think...i have issues. and for me to say i have issues means i have issues. really. and where the hell is the font option? grrrr.
oh. i was on edit html. -whatever- anyway. back to my issues. sounds like tissue. or like ahchoo. 0_o ok....i think i shall not talk about that anymore.
for those of you who don't know, i've been -can you call it stalking?- this guy. after he broke up with me. weellll. it's a really really really REALLY long story so basically...i'm still like him. alot. if you get what i mean. and he already said he 1.wouldn't stop me from liking him 2.would never forget me 3.may just someday somehow like me back. now. read all that and tell me what you think. does he still feel anything for me? honestly i can't tell. if guys have a code that needs to be broken, i think it's total crapola. i mean come on. i decoded 3 languages for crying out loud and you're telling me that i can't even tell if a guy likes me? total whatever. i can't even think of a word to describe it. honestly. but all of a sudden i just dont like him as much anymore. just like that. -snaps at the word 'that'- well maybe not just like that...maybe it's issue number two. my best (i think) and only friend for almost half the year.
well yeah. it's parveen. and if you're reading this, it does not count as gossiping because this is what i really think. and honestly don't act like you're so innocent and have never talked to anyone about me behind my back before. per-lease. don't make my puke. and the way you act sometimes too, is worthy of some major puking. like during PE. ok we ALL know you hate it bla bla bla. but its like during warmups when we have to touch the ground and all, please DO NOT act totally girly and not open your legs. like come on. that kind of thing is what i'd expect from some dumb blond BIMBO. unless you're so obsessed with americans that you're turning into a typical school popular. we don't have cheerleading here, but if you grew up there i bet you'd be squad captain or something.
and the pampered thing. no one likes to admit they're pampered most of the time. but honestly, you are. i mean a bit of denial is common, expected. but when it's all laid out in front of you and you still insist you aren't, then it gets irritating. like the punching bag. 90 US DOLLARS. you even TRY earning HALF of that amount? considering your attention span for not fun or exciting stuff, it's take...oh i dunno...A MILLION YEARS??!!! and the thing that seriously seriously ticked me off was you saying its not your cash or you're not paying for it. like come on. 90 sing bucks is already a lot let along 90 us. and it's just a PLAIN WHITE punching bag with ITALY on it. not even something like john cena or whatever. ITALY. and an outline at that. you can get it for max 60 sing bucks at jurong point!! if you like the white then get a white one and DRAW FREAKING ITALY ON IT. (no offense to any italians or italy supporters i'm just making a point here).
and on the subject of punching bags, YOU DON'T NEED ONE. like you don't have anger management issues (issue again) or some disorder that makes you hyperactive or whatever. come one. you'll spend 90 us bucks on a punching bag that you'll use for like...2 months? at the ultimate most 5 months. then you'll stuff it into your closet of wherever there's space. come on. wake up already. 90 us bucks is a lot of cash. if it's totally cheap like 40 bucks maybe yeah ok get it for all i care. but it's 90 bucks. us at that. 135 sing. you wanna save 65 bucks and let your parents pay the other half? that'd probably be better. your parents'd be grateful.
again. your parents. no offense to them mind you. but honestly. we all know that sec 1 is hard for some ppl cos theres a big transition from p6 to sec 1 and bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla and your parents only expect a pass from you. but even if all they expect is a pass, then you should push yourself further and not be contented with a pass. you should be aiming for minimum b3 for everything. i mean it's only the end of year exam and my mom expects all a1s from me. 3 exams for me to get used to the system and she expects all a1s or i'll get caned and grounded. again. all because i disappointed her during my psle. all because of one stupid exam. and i didn't get into cresent. or nan hua. or stay in clementi town with a score of 13 points and not stc with 18 points. and although my school average is 18 points I have to get 10 or below. 8 FREAKING POINTS BETTER THAN MY SCHOOL AVERAGE. WHAT THE HELL DOES SHE THINK I AM???? IF THE SCHOOL AVERAGE IS 18 IT MEANS MOST OF US ARE TAUGHT TO THE LEVEL OR ACHIEVING 18 POINTS SO WHY DOES SHE THINK THAT I CAN GET 10 WHEN I'M LEARNING THE SAME STUFF AS PEOPLE WHO GET 18 POINTS AVERAGE???? why?
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