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this is : AELIS WORLD

welcome to the
warped side of life.

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i am AELIS
aka SILEA

i love the FRENCH HORN & TRUMPET
and the CELLO!

i love STCBAND!
many instruments, one sound. many sections, one family!

i love the HORNS & TRUMPETS!
GO HORNIES & TRUMPETERS!

i am currently in sec 4 ATOMIC!
watch out, we'll blow you away!

i was born on ohfive onetwo ninefour.
presents are always welcome(:

i am taking part in CHINGAY 2010!
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Designer:yik thong
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Saturday, October 06, 2007 @2:54:00 AM
aelispeaks:so proud.

Don’t stop

Don’t stop just because your heart is broken,
Don’t wait for things that will never be spoken.
Keep up life will never stop to wait.
Stand up It’s not the end, build a new fate.

But don’t forget about all the memories.
But remember that’s all they are, just hazy dreams.
They can never be replaced inside your heart.
But you can make new ones, make a new start.

Just because it did not work out between you two.
Doesn’t mean it will never work out for you.
There is a whole world full of people to meet.
So stand and go out and walk on your two feet.

Everything happens for a reason.
Even all the evil doings and treason.
Life goes on you’ll live to see a new day.
You’ll find another and in their arms you’ll lay.

You’ll realize you had to loose what you had before.
To find what you had really been searching for,
You’ll be so much happier then you ever were back then.
So don’t cry, life goes on and you will be happy again.


Don’t worry

I don’t know what’s wrong with me
There’s something deep inside you see
It makes me want to do bad things
I’ve stained my once white angel wings
My job handed to me from god himself
Was to keep you happy and in good health
That’s my job as your Guardian angel

So what is wrong with me pray tell?
I want to keep you happy and I want to keep you safe
But for some reason I’m starting to loose my faith
Faith in myself and what I believe
And I no longer want to breathe
I’d rather die than make you sad
So unless I can stop being bad

Stop this force inside my heart
I’m afraid, my love, it’s time we part.

Times have been so hard lately; I feel I’d lost myself
I’d been thinking oh so selfishly and left you up on a shelf
You were so out of my reach and I couldn’t bear to try
To reach you ‘coz it seemed like you would only make me cry
I was drowning in my own life, a sea of problems and fears
But I forgot how you were always there to wait and dry my tears

I was acting so conceited, I was acting so depressed
It must have been so hard for you, you could easily have left
But you always stood right by me, having faith in my missing heart
When the day came that I found myself, tears did quickly start
I felt so ashamed and sorry, but at the same time renewed
I promise I’ll pay you back someday but for now I say, Thank you.

A song

A song is just not a song
Without music and words to go along
A mirror’s not a mirror if it does not show reflection
I compass is not a compass if it does not show direction
A light is just not a light
When it does not shine bright

A clock is not a clock when it does not tell the time
A ruler not a ruler if it does not make a straight line
The sky is just not the sky
Without the sun and clouds up high
A wedding is not a wedding when you do not have the ring
A birds is not a bird when it does not have its wings

And Love just is not Love without someone with whom to share
Love is just not love when one person just does not care
Love is just not love when one person makes the other cry
Love is just not Love when one person always lies
That’s why I’m leaving you I’ve had enough
And what we have is just not Love

A story is not a story when it has no words
A voice is not a voice when it cannot be heard
A person is not a person when it does not have a soul
Everything has parts that make it a whole
You can’t have Love when one person doesn’t

yep. 3 new songs by yours truly. thankyouverymuch. but now my irritating dad is chasing me off. the whole past...2-3 yrs he hasn't been around to be a parent cos he's been in china working. and now what? he comes back and everything goes back to normal? normal for us (or at least me) is without him. and it's his own fault. but honestly i can't be bothered. i shall go read my history textbook over and over and over until i go mad and then they will be sorry.

historically yours,
{siLEA}