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Hello
this is : AELIS WORLD
welcome to the warped side of life.
enjoy(:
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i am AELIS
aka SILEA
i love the FRENCH HORN & TRUMPET and the CELLO!
i love STCBAND! many instruments, one sound. many sections, one family!
i love the HORNS & TRUMPETS! GO HORNIES & TRUMPETERS!
i am currently in sec 4 ATOMIC! watch out, we'll blow you away!
i was born on ohfive onetwo ninefour. presents are always welcome(:
i am taking part in CHINGAY 2010! look out for me!
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @6:40:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
ohmygosh.
the past two days have been totally fun and great. really.
it could be because of guilt, but it could be real. but anyway, i'm enjoying it while it lasts.
i love s.p.a.s. omg. spas as in spastic. LOL.
ok i shall shut up now.
but imagine if we had a 't' and an 'i' and a 'c'.
hmm...trisha (no way), i...(non existant), c...cassandra? but she's happy in her own clique.
oh well. haha. maybe one day.
but now i'm bored...so gonna spam random people. :D
haha. good luck to those fortunate spam-ees.
LOL. spamees. okok bye:D
9.49 29/7/08
Sunday, July 27, 2008 @7:53:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
there's a limit to everything, even fun.
i know i usually take all your crap like it doesn't matter, but no.1, it does. and no. 2, like sueann told me before, i don't do anything. that's cos i can't be bothered.
please. you've slapped me, verbally abused me, humiliated me and all that. i have so much things against you if i wanted i could get you sent into a girls home. and i have witnesses and other people who've experienced the same thing. but i don't. cos i get it, you're the prima donna. i'm not.
but when you do smt personal, like what you did on saturday, then you're a real crap shit bitch. i tell you things cos i think you're my friends. yeah maybe a joke sometimes is fun. but what you did is just fucking stupid.
b took my phone, yeah. but she looked at harmless pictures. you were the one who was all sms sms sms. and send to so and so send send send. b and an were just following.
but then again, to all the people who were there but didn't do anything, to tell the truth, i was close to tears. maybe you thought we were just playing. maybe you thought that she wouldn't really do it. or maybe you didn't even give a crap. but i thought you all were my friends.
and sueann, i told you about him because i trusted you to keep a secret, not tell it to the whole class. like i said, a small joke in front of me and parveen (the only other person who knew) is ok. but not out loud in the middle of class, esp in front of people i can't completely utterly trust.
so if you read this, please don't do it again. both of you.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @6:29:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
ARGH. WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM???!!!!!
just because i believe that if i've made a commitment before, if smt else comes up then that is secondary to my original commitment!
like wth.
other people come up with different FAKE excuses everytime.
and you accept it. why? because it's different EVERY TIME.
i give you a HONEST reason.
and you don't accept it. why? because it's the same EVERYTIME.
hello? are you stupid or smt?
if i can say that i believe in smt, and not change my mind, it means it's TRUE. it means i won't change just cos you call me a lazy bitch. it means i won't throw down everything and do your stupid project with you whenever you want me to.
yeah the rest of you have to sacrifice too. i get it.
but you don't care about the things that you miss. "oh i don't go for CCA, ok i'll just go next week."
but for me, i think "if i don't go today, what will i miss out on? can i catch up if i go next week?"
yeah ok fine. maybe you think i'm obsessed. so what? it's me.
you may hate me because i'm commited to what i believe in achieveing, but i don't care.
because in the end, you're the one losing out. not me.
so go have a good life in your own fucked up way.
and i'll live my life my own way.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @8:32:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
new song!
was like emoing a little today...
so did this in science class...
where amelia was gettig high over the fact that she was cutting out metal spirals.
but anyway...
oh yeah. it's not done though...but i think this is the best so far. :D
you said
i know you're thinking things
inside your heart and head
things with meanings
i thought
if you really did
then you'd be distraught
thinking "what's wrong with this kid?"
you thought
that i wasn't open enough
and everytime we fought
"don't wanna talk" was a bluff
i say
everytime i open up
sooner or later one day
(couldn't think of any appropriate thing that rhymes with 'up')
i know
the world isn't ready
and that's all i've done. haha. i did from 2nd stanza line 2 to the 'end' at the bus stop waiting for my dad. -.-
oh well. i need more sleep...
so night people.
ciao.
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @8:15:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
lalas. i'm being smothered by boring music. x.x
and heatstroke. x.x
but no longer a termial illness. hahahahahaha.
i got so freaked out by rust on one of the horns cos i thought that it was metal eating bugs or smt... and if bugs can eat metal...they can eat................MAN.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. X.X
ok i'm being lame. but yeah. i'm bored.
i just got high blood pressure and almost a heartattack cos my bio is due like at 12.00 and i was rushing it at 11.30 +. then when i wanted to send my stupid hotmail had some prob. then i was like fainting and scrambling all over the place then suddenly can.
i managed to send before 12, in case you're wondering.
and now i can't keep sneezing. and everytime i sneeze, cos i squeeze my nose...so theres like this high squeaky noise in my ears. and now my ears AND nose hurt. x.x
ok i'm gonna watch KUNGFU PANDA on DVD :D
it rocks having a dad who works in china. hahahaha.
ttyl people. have a good life.
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @9:13:00 PM
♥ aelispeaks:
i'm dying of a terminal illness.
i'm forever sick.
say bye bye.
bye bye.
yeah i love you too.
don't miss me.
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