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Sunday, August 31, 2008 @4:09:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
"why aren't you listening to me??!!!"
well. what's the use of listening if i already know what you're gonna say?
every bloody time you open your mouth, it's to insult me, to scold me, to nitpick at every little thing i do.
no wait. you nitpick at my existance. i don't even need to do anything, just even being there is bad enough for you.
yeah it was easier when you had two kids. then why the bloody hell did you have me? what; was there a huge sale on viagra so you decided to try?
every day of my life, you make me wanna just walk out that door and go over the edge. literally.
i bet you'd probably still blame me for putting you through funeral costs and cleaning up the walkway.
so i'm telling you now. when i kill myself, just bloody burn me and throw me into some river.
some reservoir if you don't have the time.
have a nice life.
Friday, August 29, 2008 @8:52:00 PM
♥ aelispeaks:
aaaahhhhhhhh.
just finished one hour of physics with mabel.
she's quite cute...and can't write backwards.
hahaha.
she's my bro's friend (i didn't even know he had any)
and lives in sembawang.
and can't do bio.
hahahahaha.
but she's really good.
and her physics textbook like like
-faints-
a kazillion billion million thousand hundred ten and one pages long.
go figure.
but anywayssss.
i finally understand something.
hahaha.
and for that to be possible in one hour,
she's pretty good.
(:
thanks mabel
:D
Thursday, August 28, 2008 @8:36:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
august 26.
one year ago you told me for the first time that we couldn't be together.
it wasn't the last.
and now one year later
i wanted to ask
if you still loved me.
but without me even asking
you told me the answer
you wanted me to stop what i was doing
and give up on you
but don't you see that i can't do that
i just can't detatch myself like you
i need to know now.
if it's all or nothing.
all or nothing.
it's up to you.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @8:52:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
what's wrong with me
everything that i aim for
everything that i wish for
just seems to crash down?
i need you to choose,
it's all or nothing.
either i leave you alone
forever.
or you accept that you like me
for who i am
not what i am.
there is a difference.
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