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welcome to the warped side of life.
enjoy(:
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i am AELIS
aka SILEA
i love the FRENCH HORN & TRUMPET and the CELLO!
i love STCBAND! many instruments, one sound. many sections, one family!
i love the HORNS & TRUMPETS! GO HORNIES & TRUMPETERS!
i am currently in sec 4 ATOMIC! watch out, we'll blow you away!
i was born on ohfive onetwo ninefour. presents are always welcome(:
i am taking part in CHINGAY 2010! look out for me!
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @7:31:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
in every clique,
friendship
relationship.
there will be someone who gives and gives.
in love,
it's always 60-40
extreme cases 90-10.
90-10 isn't worth it.
in cliques,
someone is giving 150%
but i won't talk about the rest.
there will be someone who gives and takes,
sometimes unconcious of how much she gives
but focuses alot on what she takes.
sometimes however
she's too trusting
and ends up hurting
other people and herself.
there will be one who takes and takes
and doesn't give a shit about others.
maybe she does
she doesn't bloody show it
don't give any shit about keeping an image
you want friends you gotta tell them
or you're gonna end up being
what you tried so hard to prevent.
being alone.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @3:52:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
omg. i'm so sorry.
today's dnt presentation was...ruined.
by me.
my work.
i was the one who didn't match the colours
who made a horribly crappy top
that probably pulled down our marks a whole lot.
i'm so sorry.
i know it's my fault
though none of you told me to my face.
thank you.
really.
and again
i'm sorry.
Monday, September 08, 2008 @8:31:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
sometimes i feel like everyone depends on me too much.
and i wonder what happens when i need to unload.
i know it's not your fault you can't be there
and i don't blame you.
but this is my unloading time
so don't blame me either.
instance one.
one (and a half) person doing what
four people are supposed to be doing.
one = 3.5
you should learn to grow up now.
i know we're asking alot of you all
but that's life.
you just have to accept it.
you think it was easy for
her or me?
anyway.
it's better to be wrong
than never try at all.
instance two.
again, one person
= 4 people
i know you're a bimbo
and don't bother at all
but if you're not helping
don't try and stick your nose in
and offer stupid little advice
about designs
when i'm not even
done with the basics
please,
have a little common sense.
instance three.
you're working hard
to earn a living
to make us all happy
i know.
but i'm selfish
and i want you to know me
right now,
you're not a dad,
you're a bad.
argh. insomnia again.
night.
have a nice life
Sunday, September 07, 2008 @6:53:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
aaahhhh. read bessy's blog and went on a blogthings spree.
You Are Somewhat Closer to Your Friends
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Your family is there for you at times, but you really rely on your friends for support.
Your friends understand you, accept you, and love you in a way your family doesn't.
Your friends are also incredibly fun to be around. Your friendships are your most satisfying relationships.
In fact, you're so close to your friends, you may consider some of them to be honorary family members.
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thankyouverymuch.
What Your Name Says About You
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Your name says that you are mostly:
Charismatic but impulsive
Your name also says you are:
Artistic but extreme
Thoughtful but slow
Passionate but flighty
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hmm...agree about 5/8? i'm skimming here just ignore me.
You Are the Mother
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You have an abundance of love for humanity. You care about all the people of the world.
You love helping others more than anything else. You love to be needed.
At your best, you unconditionally love people. You are very nurturing.
You are a wise and gentle teacher. You are happy to guide anyone who needs your advice or explanations.
At your worst, you are controlling and overbearing.
You smother people with affection and gifts. And with this attention you give, you are expecting something in return.
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ugh. maybe this is why i can't get along with my own.
You Are Pretty Happy Being Single
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You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content.
Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while.
But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!
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aaahhhhh. can't believe it. faints
You Are Lavender
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You are a sweet person with a very soft personality.
People become easily entranced with you. They seem to glow around you.
You have a quiet energy that can keep you active late into the night.
Even if you aren't the life of the party, you definitely keep the party going.
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lavender...hmmm....smells nice. hahahaha!
You Are a Little Messy
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You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob.
You clean up when you have the time, but you're realistic about what you can get done.
Generally, you're pretty organized and tidy - though you may have a few hidden messes.
You eventually get around to making things spotless, but you do it on your own schedule!
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yayyyy. i have ocd about my organised messes. really.
You Are Argentina
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You are a set of contradictions, and it often seems like you live in two worlds.
You are introspective yet outgoing. You are modern yet traditional.
You are warm and honest. Your life is petty much an open book.
You are a hard worker, and you don't mind putting in long hours. And then you'll go party til dawn!
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ummm....ok....nice undies:D
You Are 53% Open
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You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy.
You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends...
But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life.
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commentless.
Your Envy Quotient: 56%
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You are an envious person, but only at times.
Perhaps certain situations trigger your envy. Or maybe you're especially jealous when you're feeling insecure.
Instead of letting that green monster out, work on making your own life better.
And then maybe people will be envious of you.
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lalalala~~
You Are Not Prissy
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You're the furthest thing from a princess - and you probably stay far away from any princess types you know.
You have an easygoing approach to living. It doesn't take a lot to make you happy.
And when life requires it, you're ready to get your hand a little dirty.
There's no problem you're too prissy to tackle!
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ahahahahahahahaha! makes me thing of that day me and parveen were being totally bimbo. yes i soo know dahling.
You Are a Passionate Kisser
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You are the most likely type to kiss a sexy stranger
Your kissing style is unpredictable and free spirited
You could kiss anyone at a drop of a hat
It's all about where your passion leads you
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muacks.
You Are a Realist
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You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.
You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...
But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.
You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.
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yayyyyy(:
You are a Rocker Girl!
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If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.
Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.
Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.
Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!
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i wish!! hahahaha
There's a 35% Chance That You Need Therapy
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You may need therapy, but you're probably doing okay at working out your own problems.
In general, you are able to solve any troubles that come up. But there's no harm in talking to a professional.
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i won't say i told you but......i told you.
You Are An Attention Seeker
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You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then.
You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing.
And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement.
You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine.
You come across as: Friendly and interesting
People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are!
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omg. lols. -hides in closet for million billion thousand and ten and one years.
You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart
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You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.
It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.
You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.
You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!
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ahahahahaha. (:
You Are Navy Blue
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You're a true adventurer. You constantly find yourself drawn to new experiences, people, and places.
Sometimes you feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, you feel a bit lost.
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usually navy is nice...but i don't like the picture. ):
Your Five Variable Love Profile
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Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is high.
It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.
You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.
No question, you like to be the one calling the shots.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.
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You Are 20% Shy
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You aren't shy at all, in fact, you're probably quite outgoing.
You are comfortable in almost any social situation, no matter how difficult.
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personally i disagree, it's just the way this quis was done. "are you afraid of public speaking?" duh but i do pretty well when i'm actually doing it.
Your Inner Muse is Thalia
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You are most like this playful muse of comedy.
Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic.
You make people laugh until their sides split.
And you're always up for some play time!
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LOL. THALIAAAA. faints.
You Are A Woman!
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Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.
You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.
You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.
This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!
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You Are a Night Person
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For you, there's nothing worse than having to get up and moving early.
In fact, you probably don't hit your peak until well after the sun has set.
So if your struggling to make it on a normal schedule, realize it's not your fault.
You just weren't meant to do anything during the day!
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I TOLD YOU I WAS AN INSOMNIAC. thankyouverymuch.
People Envy Your Compassion
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You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.
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Your Heart is Blue and Purple
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Your heart is enticing and enchanting.
You are charismatic, larger than life, and fascinating.
You bring fantasy and romance to relationships.
You're good at making someone ordinary seem extraordinary.
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omg lovesssss.
Your Friend is a Little Fake
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Your friend is only human, even if she's not the most loyal or truest friend.
Realize your friend's limitations, and see what you have as a casual friendship.
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well that's nice to know. gonna do it again, based on someone else.
oh well it's the same.
You Sometimes Hold a Grudge
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You aren't exactly vengeful, but you're not going to forget when someone wrongs you.
And while you'll forgive the small things, you don't hand out too many second chances to people who really screw up.
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hmm...
oh well it's 11.15 and there's school tmr. i'm so dead.
night
have a nice life.
Friday, September 05, 2008 @8:08:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
5th sept.
warmups:
work on accent & staccato for triplets
push air for all notes
pulsing
work on tonguing for low notes
AR:
whole song - clear notes and tonguing, pulse.
HssMss.
bars
3,5,6 accent
4 attack, then lighten
29 short notes, don't overblow esp a., take short quick breath
36+ don't underblow. air.
56-71 PULSE
71-73 holding note, MUST be in tune. (1 person play?)
75 1st horns get pitch from woodwinds
76 expressive, note tuning (counter melody, CANNOT DISAPPEAR)
79-81 cannot lose rythm, once lost all die
86 chords
stopped horn = put hand in (like mute) tune with hand inside, make sure hand placement is fixed everytime
113 play out
120-137 off beats
158-163 v. impt horn and alto sax
196-213 watch tempo, rythm
213 end - 214 SILENCE
238 - end tonguing, rythm.
score study!
5 Ps
passion for band and your instrument
practice your instrument
pencil on your stand always
present for band pracs
punctual for band pracs
good performance = tuning = sound = warmups (long tones)
playing - in tune with left and right = whole band in tune
make notes on score, more notes better
done. finally. ok. fainting now. night.
have a nice life.
@8:01:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
today...was boring.
omg i hear the house theme song. haha.
but yeah. i went for band...from 8-6.
woke up in the morning feeling nauseus. again.
and with a major headache. again.
spent like fifteen minutes sitting next to the toilet feeling like puking but with nothing to puke.
slept at like 3 + am the night before.
i think i'm a confirmed insomniac. (however you spell?)
and now i'm sniffing like dunno what...
and can't blow my nose.
cos i've blown it soooo many times already that it hurts even when i breathe through my nose.
-.-
dying.
i think my terminal illness is back. sadddd.
alot alot alot alot of things to work on today for AR...
yijun said that we improved alot...
i don't think i did.
and a. is becoming like c.
i'm worried.
huimin i need you back...
i know i'm being selfish...
like when you're here i don't appreciate...
then you're sick now and i want you back.
grrrrrr. feel so crap now.
gonna do another post on what we learnt today in band.
cos i've got nothing else to post about.
oh well.
have a nice life.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008 @8:18:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
omg. today = total embarassment on the way to school.
like major bad everything day.
my fringe was like curling the wrong way...my stupid belt kept dropping off...my uniform was totally screwed...and i looked like a christmas tree with my horn and KFC.
-.-
anyways i finally had this great idea to use my new shuffle to clip my belt.
and thank god it worked.
and then cos darling elizabeth asked me to buy lunch for her...
so when i got onto the bus to sch i was like in a total mess?
and there was this group of i think gan eng seng guys at the back of the bus
not even good looking, really
but they were so obviously talking about moi
and when i got off the bus they actually turned around and looked at moi
like omg. no life. really.
but yeah...
my darling sl huimin was sick today, and alex was trapped at home like i was. and pat had to leave early for tuition...
so i spent 2 hrs of sectionals alone.
T.T
but oh well. got some proper practice in.
i hate sea songs.
as in the song called sea songs.
haha.
i'm being chased off now.
night(:
have a nice life.
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