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this is : AELIS WORLD

welcome to the
warped side of life.

enjoy(:

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i am AELIS
aka SILEA

i love the FRENCH HORN & TRUMPET
and the CELLO!

i love STCBAND!
many instruments, one sound. many sections, one family!

i love the HORNS & TRUMPETS!
GO HORNIES & TRUMPETERS!

i am currently in sec 4 ATOMIC!
watch out, we'll blow you away!

i was born on ohfive onetwo ninefour.
presents are always welcome(:

i am taking part in CHINGAY 2010!
look out for me!



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DAMAIwindz!!
damaiHORNS!!
FUHUAmb!!
NANHUAsb!!
pingyiHORNS!!
tanjongkatongHORNS!!

the AWESOMEST people ever in the history of awesome people.

STCHORNIES!!!
PATRICIA Teoh!!!
NELSON Tan!!!
WEIYI!!!
ROXANE!!!

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Sam Tsui!
AJ Rafael!
Gabe Bondoc!
Parveen!
Bessy!
aelistories!

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @7:39:00 AM
aelispeaks:

/omg./

/so malu!!!/

/i went for the boston brass clinic/

/i thought it'd be smt like we play then they'll correct/

/or they'll go through fundamentals, techniques/

/BUT IT WASN'T/

/and i obviously didn't know that/

/so i brought my horn and set up/

/and later learnt that you only set up if you were a guest player/

/and they were all taking music in the uni/

/note: u.n.i. i am s.e.c.o.n.d.a.r.y/

/omg./

/but i still got some tips though/

/no i'm not revealing my hard earned secrets with you/

/lols./

/and nus is soooooooooooooooooooo big/

/i got lost twice./

/-.-/

/anyway having gastric right now/

/cos it was from 6 - 8/

/i left home at 5/

/and didn't eat/

/owwww.../

/gonna try to sleep to get rid of the pain/

/ow../

/night/


Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @4:35:00 AM
aelispeaks:

/Tears dropping/
/My heart is breaking/
/And I feel so alone/

/Why did you leave me/
/I really can't live/
/Can't you see/

/Why do you have to go/
/I really want to know/
/The pain still stays today/
/As you were far away/

/I want to make this clear/
/And you are very sure/
/That I really miss you/
/This pain can kill/

/Alooooonnnnnne~ attt~ home/
/Staring through the window and waiting for dawn../
/Waiiittttting~ for your phone/
/to Capture my soul and place it in your zone/

/I feel so alone/
/I waited for many dawns/
/My tears were dripped/
/But you were not there to KEEEEP/
/me with you~~~ ( 2 beats )/

/Alooooonnnnnne~ attt~ home/
/-------------------/
/Waiiittttting~ for your phone/
/It didn't ring and no signs were shown/

/I'm feeling low... down.... now../
/Why did you have to do this.../
/I'm longing for your kiss/
/Why did you have to leave me../
/I'm turning into a beast../

/This spiral curse/
/is making me burst/

/-terence cheong./

/lols. nice right?/
/anyway./
/while i was talking to him, i came up with:/

/cos you're waiting and waiting/
/but dawn isn't coming/
/sitting in the shadows/
/feeling the creeping cold/

/ok my shoulders ache too much for me to type now/
/lols./

/i'll ttys/
/talk to you soon/

/seeya/


Saturday, October 25, 2008 @7:06:00 AM
aelispeaks:

/i./

/blame./

/you./

/you're the one who pushed me so bloody hard to get into top 40./

/yeah. it felt good./

/but it doesn't freaking feel good now that i have a 99% chance of leaving all my friends, and not even doing what i want, now or when i grow up./

/i didn't know what i wanted./

/you pushed me so hard until all i wanted was what you wanted./

/and now, you're throwing me to the dogs./

/thanks alot./

/have a fucking horrible life./


Thursday, October 23, 2008 @6:23:00 AM
aelispeaks:

/i'm going mad/

/i don't know what to do!!/

/this is like psle all over again...
but different./

/i can go to trip,
i want to go to trip,
but yet i want to take PURE lit as a 9th subject
so i won't be so limited in jc
and i'll have another backup.
but there isn't./

/another major downside of trip
no. one. is. going.
no one i'm really close to anyway.
parveen's applying,
i'm praying that she gets in./

/i'll miss my little sis
and teddybah soo much.
yes i'll even miss amelia
and sankari
not exactly in the same way.../

/argh. i really don't know what to do.
can't they choose for us and get it over with.
it's putting me off my food.
and i still have the stupid lamda exam to prepare for.
crap./

/grr. too...brain overloaded to think of what to write.
i'll miss them all so much.
i just want everything to stay the same.
oh god.
please/


Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @5:44:00 AM
aelispeaks:

/why must all good things/
/always come at the end?/
/it's the last day of school/
/and now we're friends?/
/
i thought of this in the shower like all of a sudden..
after shampoo went into my eye.
ow.
/
today was great.
like really.
/
i found out that:
i'm in the top 40
-which means i can take trip sc
- which means i have to decide which humans i wanna take.
-sigh.
/
and...that without a presence
we all click so much more.
well. except her.
then again, who really cares?
/
and we went to vivo,
me my mei and my sunshine(:
and we bought...
PRESENTS(:
yay.
/
and i must remember
to bring MY presents tmr.
(:
but i'll take them out of the box...
cos the box is so...
zho dang.
or however you spell it.
/
you get what i mean,
right?
/
nights(:


Sunday, October 19, 2008 @3:39:00 AM
aelispeaks:

today's race was: booooooooooooooooooooooooring.

no crash no skid no whatever.

but hamilton DRIFTED. like he DRIFTED a F1 car how friggin cool is that?
and they caught it on camera too.
hahaha.

i think the funniest was like massa and raikkonen.
it was massa 3rd, raikkonen 2nd.
then SUDDENLY the gap close like dunno what....
and ZOOM massa passed him to second.
LOL.

then after that alonso and raikkonen competeing
and alonso almost almost almost reach raikkonen..
but cannot overtake.
SORRY SUEANN.
(:

anyway. easy, clear win for hamilton(:

but still. B-OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-RING.
at least he won(:

ok gonna wait for dinner now and write a story(:


Thursday, October 16, 2008 @5:52:00 AM
aelispeaks:

i am: tired. super dao.

jeez. i'm worried.
one of my darlings seem to be becoming like someone of the past.
and i don't know what to do about it.
it's just.
when she has to do stuff she doesn't want to
she's like sooo dead.
if she likes it,
she's sooo hyper.
i don't know how to tell her.
and i don't want to be special.
they can do it.
they're fantastic.
really.
i'm not.
even if i'm good
no wait i'm not even good.
but even if i am
i've had had more time
and they're like my standard.
told ya.

anyway.
have to put up my marks before it fades off my hand.

english: 75
chinese: 64 (one more mark dammit!)
lit: 68
history: 67
maths: 79 (again, one more mark!)
science: 81

damn. i can't believe i did so badly for maths.
lost a whole lot of careless.
-slaps self-
and i thought i could get 90+
keep dreaming.

i can't believe i got 64 for chinese either.
like a 10 mark drop.
-jaw drops-
more like it.

my lit i'm quite ok...
quite.
got 18/25 for poetry.
it is so my thing.
thankyou(:

history was crapshit.
come on, adolf hitler wasn't even in our textbook.
siyi wrote rudolf hitler(:
can't stop laughing
sorry siyi.

science is the only ok one.
but then again i used to get 81+ for chem.
alone.
soooo...
maybe not so ok.

argh. sherwei's dying from depression,
let's start a club.
-bangs head on wall-
total points: 15.
i still beat sian's 16 pts.

i don't think i'll get into trip sc.
i so want to.
grrrrrr.
i'll take geog+ss
and ad. lit.
if i can.

-faints-
my shoulder hurts.
damn.

night.


Monday, October 13, 2008 @4:21:00 AM
aelispeaks:

pat, your quiz is below, in case you're looking for it and see this only.

my mom is a sick eff bitch.
today was supposed to be my break.
one day, marking day.
is it my fault that i want to stay at home?
what buisness of hers is it if i choose to be a slob and lie in bed all day.
if i get fat, i'm the one gaining weight not her.

just because she calls me to go down for lunch and i don't want to
is that a crime?
because she wanted me to return her library books and i didn't
is that such a huge problem?
because she asked me to empty the waching machine and i really forgot,
and i even apologised,
is that my fault?

if my brother did that, she'd just brush it off cos of his stupid narcolepsy.
yeah he didn't ask for it,
it's not his fault
but why do you make it seem like it's mine?

ever since it was confirmed,
you've been 'trying' with me.
trying to make my studies better,
trying to make me more responsible,
trying to make me better,
after 14 years of ignorance.

let me ask you,
what the hell changed.
why now?
why am i suddenly such a faliure now?
why do you only care now?

is it because you know that one of your sons
will never be able to make it big?
he won't be able to become your perfect dream
so now it's my fault,
and i have to make up for him?

i'm not blaming him, i'm just blaming you.


Sunday, October 12, 2008 @8:46:00 PM
aelispeaks:

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PATRICIA IS LIKE SO EFF CUTE CAN.
hahaha. ok over obsessing i shall shut up now.
as promised, the quiz:

1. The Person who tagged you is?
-it was a sms but patricia(:
2. Your relationship with him/her?
-yay! my darling junior(:
3. Your five impression of him/her?
-totally a-dor-a-ble, fantastic, hardworking, ZHILIAN!
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
-been so eff cute? lols.
5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
-lols. "you guys play very loud eh! i could even hear it at the foyer! KEEP IT UP! WOOTS" (i still have the sms(: )
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
-uhhh. faint? we're girls, please.
7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
-hmmm... height? LOL.
8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
-DIE.
9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
-cos we're FAMILY(:
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
-quai quai zhang da.... x.x
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
-one word: fab.
12. How you think people around you will feel you?
-either really good, or really bad. i'm great that way(:
13. The characters you love of yourself are?
-eh? hmm...dunno? (:
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
-not tellingggggg
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
-myself(: duh.
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
-i love you too dahlings(:

17. Pass this quiz to a person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1) - parveen!(:
18. Who is he/she having a relationship with?
- jeff hardy, she wishes.
Is he/she a male or female?
- female, duh, with all those curves?
20. If no. 1 and 1 are together, will it be a good thing?
- ew. no. i just said. FEMALE.
21. What is no. 1 studying about?
- umm...jeff hardy?
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.1?
- yesterdayyyyy(:
23. What kind of music band does no.1 like?
- almost everything...ALMOST.
24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
- a younger brother and an elder sister, both form hell
25. Will you woo no.1?
- again. FEMALE.
26. How abt no.1?
- -.- this is getting stupid.
27.Is no.1 Single?
- yep. sadly.
28. What is the surname of no.1?
-gupta
29.What's the hobby of no.10?
-SINGING and watching wrestlers with no tops on...
30. Does no. 1 and 1 get along well?
- umm have they even met?
31. Which school does no. 1 go?
- stc! duhhhh
32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
- hm. MY TEDDYBAHHHHH! and my sunshine. and my drizzlewizzle. (her word)
33.Where does no.1 live at?
- um. somewhere near JP. (:
34. What colour does no. 1 like?
- BLUEEE
35. Are no.1 and no.1 best friends?
- this quiz is repeating. they haven't metttt.
36. Does no.1 have any pets?
- nope(: unless you count her brother...
37. Is no.1 the sexiest person in the world?
- OF COURSE. (:


whee~ parveen now it's your turn. hahahaha. enjoy!


Wednesday, October 08, 2008 @4:11:00 AM
aelispeaks:

i am...
happy(:

i'm gonna fail history...
but get at least 80 for my maths.
yay.

and...
i saw the npcc/army guy again.
you know...the really cute one...
-grins-

and again, i 'met' him at the side gate
and again, he held the door for me
-sighs-

and this time...when he was walking away...
i think he was smiling. his cheeks kinda looked like he was smiling.
i was walking behind him..

and when he went to the left and i went to the right...
i looked back at him...
when i turned away,
i saw him looking at me

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY(:

ok sorry abit the sot now..
hahahahahahaha.

ok i shall shut up.
pray for me!
-grins-


Monday, October 06, 2008 @7:14:00 AM
aelispeaks:

yumyum, i love san zha.
you know, the plum thingy...
but it's processed and cut into cubes.
still yummy. and fun to peel off the layers.
hahahahaha(:

today,
went jurong lib with my sunshine (parveenoid)
to 'study'
ended up being maths explainer/science tester/embarassed by crazy friend
person
(:

like i was testing her science,
then i was like it starts with 'f'. (fiber)
then she was like HUH?!
so i said, on the mango seed got the hair hair thing...
guess what she said?






































fur.
FUR. ON MANGO. omg.
then after that there was another 'f'
and when i gave her the clue
we cracked up again.
like 70% of the time was spent laughing.

still fun though.
had to ask OEnlightenedOne (elton) about some math thing.
he used Amaths to explain.
and he's supposed to be the smart one.
-.-

anyway. he took like 10 mins to explain gradient to me
lols.
thanks OhEnlightnedOne(:

and sueann darling, i miss my little sister.
are you angry at me?
i'm not dumping you i swear.
let's go ice skating soon(:
can't wait.