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this is : AELIS WORLD

welcome to the
warped side of life.

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i am AELIS
aka SILEA

i love the FRENCH HORN & TRUMPET
and the CELLO!

i love STCBAND!
many instruments, one sound. many sections, one family!

i love the HORNS & TRUMPETS!
GO HORNIES & TRUMPETERS!

i am currently in sec 4 ATOMIC!
watch out, we'll blow you away!

i was born on ohfive onetwo ninefour.
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i am taking part in CHINGAY 2010!
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @10:14:00 PM
aelispeaks:

okay the last post was really depressing and all so wanna start the new year with a nicer post.
also my 155th post...not that that number means anything but lols.
ok.
hmm....

to tell the truth there's nothing to post about...
hahahaha.
happy new year(:
oh yeah.

I WAS DRAGGED ON A 10 KM WALK (almost 10 km since we didn't finish the whole thing) ON NEW YEARS EVE AGAINST MY WILL JUST SO MY PARENTS CAN FEEL FIT AND YOUNG AND MY BROTHER CAN SCOUT OUT HIS CAMP ROUTE.

GAH.

don't you just love your family. we walked like...4/5 of the park connector thingy.
so 4/5 of 10 km is like... 8 KM. IN ONE NIGHT. OMG.
and amazingly i wasn't tired.
I EVEN RAN OKAY.
and wasn't hungry after that...
even though my lunch was like...
one slice of bread.

yeah i know my holiday life is sad.
lols.
still waiting for that perfect guy who cooks for you.
LOL.
okokok. kidding.
i'll be single for forever if i wanted that.
and i'm so off guys for now so yeah.
-note: 'for now'-
LOL.
lalalalala~

okok. immature secrets time.
i've started playing club penguin again.
LOL.
it's cute okay.
i love my puffle.
:D
lols. actually i'm jut doing it for the secret agent mission thingys.
they're fun okay.
hahahahahahaha.

ok i'm done being retardedly embarassing.
lols.
ok see ya soon! (:


Sunday, December 28, 2008 @7:02:00 AM
aelispeaks:

i really hate it when people blow others off just because they're in a bad mood.
like 'i'm not in the mood right now so don't talk to me'.
that kind of thing.

i find it shit irritating and deserving of a slap on the face.
that's the same as 'you won't give me what i want so i don't want to be your friend anymore' in kindergarden.
seriously.

and those people who really know me,
you should know this the best.
and so when you do it
it pisses me off so much more.
and you know i get so pissed off already when someone i don't really care about does it to me.

i'm a person who takes things personally.
if you don't like that then i'm sorry.
but it's me.

yeah i'm too bored and fed up to do much now.
i'll post another time.
school's starting soon.
i can't wait for it but dread it at the same time.
is it normal?


Thursday, December 25, 2008 @6:25:00 PM
aelispeaks:

i can't believe i'm awake.
i slept at like...3 am last night. (this morning?)
and it's 10.26am now.
and no one woke me up.
COOL :D

ok lols.
i had...weird dreams.
like i was in school...
and it was first day?
then...i had pe on the time table and somehow ended up in the loo alone.
then a whole bunch of people that i really don't like (not putting names here) appeared and i was like 'damm i need to get out'.

then one of them (who i reeeeeeeeeeeeeeally don't like) was all in my face and saying stuff about my friends.
which of course totally pissed me off.
but being the nicer and better person i controlled myself and walked out.
but being the stupid and irritating beotch that she is she tagged along and kept spouting shit.
and she said smt like how her friends know she loves them or smt... (i don't remember)
and i said smt really cool back (which i now don't rmb either. sad.)
and she was so stunned she just walked off.
i win(:

anyway.
then i was at the hardcourt and there were ALOT of people.
but no one in my class.
for a moment i was looking for 2Dians then i realized i was in 3A.
-.-
yeah. okay.
then i was like freaking out cos,
it's the first day and i'm late for whatever class i'm supposed to be in?!!!
so i ran all over the school...
and this part i kinda woke up so it skips over a little bit.
next thing i know i'm in my pri sch building. (super maze if you don't know your way around)
and it felt like a super maze, like the first time i was in the new building.
weird dreams.
anyway. so i was in my pri sch building and somehow met up with my 3a class.
then i have no idea who my teacher was...just some lady.
and she brought us to some tiny tiny classroom...
which had the wrong sign.
she said it would be fixed so we were like 'oh okay.'
when we go in, there's like... 9 tables.
-.-
i have no idea how many there are in the class though.
anyway.



that's what the tables were like. and i pulled out the chair at no.7
i was looking for parveen so she could sit at 8, next to me.
but she sat at 3 and was like 'no i'm not sitting next to you'
and weirdly, i was like 'oh okay.'
then i woke up.

WEIRD DREAMS.
okay. that's enough weirdness. i'm gonna go find smt to do....
see ya.


Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @9:41:00 AM
aelispeaks:

MERRY CHRISTMAS(:

lols. ok i had to do that don't give me that face.
at least i didn't go hohoho.
or houhouhou like my fantastic dm yijun (:
lols.
she claims to have stolen a santa monkey from the zoo.
"this is SPCA how can i help you? (: "
LOL.

ok i'm like zhi high-ing. it's 1.48 and i'm high. great.
and i was just told earlier that like icelemontea kills brain cells.
FAINTS.
omg. and i just realized...parveen ALWAYS drinks ilt.
LOL.
I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHINGGGGG.
LALALALALALALALALA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ok. lame.
-sighs-
OW.
I JUST WHACKED MYSELF WITH MY HAIR.
OW.
jeez.
ok it seriously hurts okay.
shut up.

it still hurts. whatever.
i'm being blackmailed by terence.
-.-

ok now i'm bored.
gonna find some people to irritate asking for presents(:
night(:


Monday, December 15, 2008 @3:13:00 AM
aelispeaks:

lols. i just noticed this is like the 151th post. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
ok.




Your Snow Test Says You're Independent



You feel like something good will happen to you eventually, but not soon.



You love to work, especially when work is physical. You do well in any job, as long as you're not stuck in an office.



You are an independent, individualistic person. You thrive when you're doing your own thing.



Your biggest worry in life is your family. You stay up at night thinking about them.



When it comes time to relax, you always go the extra mile. You take relaxing as seriously as anything else in life.



whooo~




Your Hands Say That You Are Logical



You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.



Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you.



Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.



Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.



lols. rightttttttt.




What Your Sleeping Position Says



You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.

Shy and private, you yearn for security.

You take relationships slowly.

You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.



If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Cranky and a big baby



It's hard to sleep next to you because: You are a light sleeper



I'M A LIGHT SLEEPER?!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!




Your Body's Element is Water



You are a joyful, relaxed, and luminous person.

You love people. You live for making new friends and helping others.



You are enthusiastic and the ideal person to work with.

You don't mind doing hard tasks, and you have a generous spirit.



Your energy tends to be: conserved



You power color is: black



yayyyyyyyyyyyy. waterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.




You Are 56% Open Minded



You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.

Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.

But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.

You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.



lols. i expected this when i saw the options.




What Your Orange Outfit Means



Unconventional and flashy, you will wear almost anything once.

You life for fashion - and you have the credit card bills to prove it.

Your look always turns heads, but you often look too good to approach.



Designer match: Roberto Cavalli



Signature accessory: Thousand dollar sandals that belong in a museum



LOL. thousand dollar sandals that belong in a museum.




Your Mind is Blue



Of all the mind types, yours is the most mellow.

You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.

Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.



You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.



kewl(:




Your Power Color Is Teal



At Your Highest:



You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.



At Your Lowest:



You feel in a slump and lack creativity.



In Love:



You tend to be many people's ideal partner.



How You're Attractive:



You make people feel confident and accepted.



Your Eternal Question:



"What Impression Am I Giving?"



teal. cool. i agree with the eternal question thing. lols.




Your Colors Say You Are Fearless



When you are at peace, you are:



Energized and innovative



When you are moved to act, you are:



Courageous and resolute



When you are inspired, you are:



Spontaneous and adventurous



When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:



Light hearted and funny



Your life's purpose is:



To find contentment



lols. i'm sure i did this before. and i'm sure it wasn't fearless.




Your Heart Is Pink



In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.

Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.



Your flirting style: Coy



Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park



Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant



What you bring to relationships: Romance



ugh. the pink is so... maria.




Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Pride



You have enthusiasm for almost everything you do in life. You have a super playful attitude.

You are curious about the world, and you love to learn. You rather figure people out than rush to judge them.



You can't help but have a big head sometimes.

People think you're cute because you're adventurous. You always bring some fun, which is super charming.



LOL. THEY'RE ALL SO CUTE CAN. GO DO THIS QUIZ.




Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Depression



You are both a realist and an idealist. You're able to see the world as it is - and how it could be.

You dream big, and you never give up on your beliefs. You have big plans.



Sometimes you build things up in your head.

People think you're cute because you're determined. You're a fighter, and that's charming.



this was my second choice. pride and depression. rightttttttt.




You Are A Blue Girl



Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.

You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.

If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.

You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.



whooo. lols.




You Are Seductive and Ruthless



You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



omggggggggggggg. lalalalala~~




What Silea Means: S is for Sultry



S is for Sultry



I is for Impressive



L is for Luscious



E is for Enthusiastic



A is for Amorous



uh. i hardly know what the words mean. LOL.




What Your Favorite Color Blue Says About You:



Emotional --- Affected --- Sensitive

Peaceful --- Tranquil --- Connected

Spiritual --- Experimental --- Deep






What Your Little Black Dress Says About You



You have a flair for the dramatic. You love attention.

You feel alive when all eyes are on you... and you definitely love to work a room.



Your style is glamourous, over the top, and luxurious. You love to shop, and you have expensive taste.



If you were a shoe, you would be: Stilettos



lols.




What Your Little Black Dress Says About You



You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.

You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.



Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.



If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots



second choice! i prefer this actually... x.x




You Should Be a Film Writer



You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.

You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.

Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.

And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!



LOL. reminds me of ILLOGICAL. (go look in aelistories)




Your Hair Should Be Brown



You are an intelligent, well respected person.

You are very confident. You take yourself seriously, and other people take you seriously too.



You are a good leader, and you can be trusted with someone's life.

You motivate people well, and you command respect easily.



You are competent, successful, and organized. You can't stand chaos.

Some people mistake you for being cold, calculating, or elitist.



mine is kinda brown....just that it's so dark it looks black. -.-




You Are Flip Flops



You are laid back and very friendly.

Cheery and sunny in disposition, you usually have something to smile about.



Style is important to you, as long as you can stay casual.

It takes a lot to get you to dress up!



You are a loyal and true person, though you can be a bit of a flake.

You tend to "play hooky" and blow off responsibilities a lot more than most people.



You should live: By the beach



You should work: At a casual up and coming company



lols. cool.

ok i'm done. they keep playing horrible sounding x'mas songs on 987. please. play something better. thanks.

ja-neh


@2:54:00 AM
aelispeaks:

tomorrow is my day of truth.
for once i am going to tell someone everything.
and i don't know how i'll come out of it.
but i have to do it.

ok no more depressing stuffs.
huge news.
i went for like the last day of church camp.
and the last service.
and this is serious okay.
i was touched by the Holy Spirit.

it was so cool okay.
like we were just standing there praying.
and we were singing this song 'rain down on me'
and so i just asked to be touched...
and then my hands started trembling.
like really.
and it's not the 'oh i'm so cold' kind of shaking.
it's like...SHAKING shaking.
then my knees suddenly became super weak
then bend and bend until i drop to the floor.

then the pastor was praying for all of us
and he was yelling like 'the next wave is coming'
and i seriously felt it.
my legs were like totally cramped but i didn't feel that.
and my hands were trembing right..
then when the wave came my legs and whole body was shaking can.
it's like being on a Holy High.
lols.

and this is totally true:
the past few days i was like freezing..
everywhere i go also like got aircon
-.-
no aircon also cold.
then during that service i suddenly felt super hot inside...
then i touch my skin it's super cold.
and even now i still feel abit like got fire inside(:

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i love God and church man.
i'm so going back next week.
anyone wanna come with?
:D

ok gotta go now.
ja-neh!


Friday, December 05, 2008 @5:32:00 PM
aelispeaks:

GAH. STUPID AIRPLANE.
my flight was supposed to be at like, 8.50?
and now it's at 11.30.
PLEASE,
I COULD HAVE SLEPT TILL AT LEAST 9AM CAN.
waste my time.
now i'm wasting time at the airpost free internet place. argh.
so lame.
i need to sleeppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
zzzzzz.
siian's trying to get a connection so he can play maple.
lols.
yes, maple.
oh well.
and from the face he just gave me he obviously isn't getting on.
lalalalalalala~
lols.
it's not my fault they keep playing the same x'mas songs..
jeez.
oh well.
i'll try to post in phuket...
if they can get a connection.
zzzzzzzz.
byes.
stupid plane.


@1:39:00 AM
aelispeaks:

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY(:

AS OF TODAY

I

AM

OFFICIALLY

FOURTEEN

FANTABULOUS

YEARS

OF

AGE.

-applause-

LOL.

ok super high now.
i just wasted one whole day going all the way to kallang...
finding the stupid ice rink..
and the stupid big skates gave me rope burn.
and they smelled.

I MISS JEC FUJI ICE PALACE.
t.t

okay.
lame again.
but i do.
and i'm eating denica's present now...
a pikachu made of malt candy(:

super super super sweet and sticky
lols.
but still nice(:

my legs and feet are achingggggggggggg.
ahhhh.
stupid kallang ice rink.
grrr.

anyway thanks to:


!PARVEEN!

!SUEANN!
!JOY!
!ALEXIS!
!NADIA!
!CJ!
!PATRICIA!
!DENICA!
!LE-YI!
!NICOLE TEO!
!ANEESAH!
!KAI TING!
!XUAN YIN!
!NICOLE YEO!
!HUIMIN!
for wishing me a happy birthday(:
i'm still accepting birthday wishes so...
yeah(:
lols.

ok gotta pack now.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i hope i don't get stuck in thailand.
omg.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
ok i'm done.
lols.
see ya(: