Monday, May 25, 2009 @8:04:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
why is it that i can want others to be passionate about smt that i alrd am passionate about, but yet i myself cannot be passionate for something that i am not.
why is it that i can drag myself out of bed at 5am for one thing, but fling my alarm away at 7.50am for another?
why is it that i can keep asking and asking, but never really know exactly why i am doing so.
why is it that i can talk about other's bad attitudes, while i despise my own everyday.
why is it that i must have some kind of result to feel that smt has happened, when the whole idea of faith is to believe in things that will happen, instead of things that already have.
why is it that i can remember all the unimportant, meaningless things, but the things that hold the most value i always forget.
"when you judge a person, first walk a mile in their shoes."
"then when you do, you'll be a mile away, and you have their shoes."
confused and unsure.
Thursday, May 21, 2009 @7:29:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
okay i know i haven't blogged in forever. my last blog post was like...when i was studying for exams. anyway.
I GOT 65 FOR AMATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! okay i was bored. but hey. i'm happy okay(: and i got 70 FOR ENGLISH. ahahah! i didn't even realize there was 14 letters there. okay. i rock(: but my chi like, deproved. by 2 marks...? yeah. i got 66 for CA1, but 64 for SA1. ): okay i must jiayou for chi !!!! though i'm like skipping tuition this fri... -.-
right. i probably failed phy... i got 30.5 for section B and C combined... so i need 20/30 for MCQ to get 50 and pass. which i doubt i did. ): but oh well. there's still hope. i'm praying for a miracle(:
yup, little miss hopeful, that's me. -pukes- right. okay. i'm bored, really. i just wanted to announce my marks to whoever still bothers to come to my blog. ahahaha. (:
tmr we're checking like everything else. pretty much. sooo. i hope it goes well. (: my L1R5 is screwed alrd anyway... so now the target isn't even As, it's like passing. right. hopefully another miracle will happen, like it did for amaths. hahahahaha.
okay ttfn! bye!
Sunday, May 03, 2009 @1:58:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
okay i know i should be studying but i've been doing maths the whole weekend alrd!! gah. i'm going mad.
and the most depressing thing is that...i've been doing the longman book, which isn't hard at all...and when it came to the chapter test, i got stuck at qn 1. -.-
it's not my fault they did what shit pyth thm right. jeez. it's coordinate geometry, not pyth thm. okay. math geek now. whatever.
hmm. i just felt like blogging. right. i hope j gets better soon... so alex won't be so sad anymore. it's kinda freaky, i mean like your best friend just suddenly isn't there anymore. all of a sudden you don't have anyone you can really talk to and it isn't even his fault, or yours. but you'll always keep asking 'what if i'd done this' 'why didn't i do that while i still could'
okayyy. i'm going all weird now. whatever. i'm going out for dinner. ttyl. see ya soon.
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