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Hello

this is : AELIS WORLD

welcome to the
warped side of life.

enjoy(:

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i am AELIS
aka SILEA

i love the FRENCH HORN & TRUMPET
and the CELLO!

i love STCBAND!
many instruments, one sound. many sections, one family!

i love the HORNS & TRUMPETS!
GO HORNIES & TRUMPETERS!

i am currently in sec 4 ATOMIC!
watch out, we'll blow you away!

i was born on ohfive onetwo ninefour.
presents are always welcome(:

i am taking part in CHINGAY 2010!
look out for me!



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other stops in the universe.

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kentridgeHORNS!!
DAMAIwindz!!
damaiHORNS!!
FUHUAmb!!
NANHUAsb!!
pingyiHORNS!!
tanjongkatongHORNS!!

the AWESOMEST people ever in the history of awesome people.

STCHORNIES!!!
PATRICIA Teoh!!!
NELSON Tan!!!
WEIYI!!!
ROXANE!!!

LOVEs.

Sam Tsui!
AJ Rafael!
Gabe Bondoc!
Parveen!
Bessy!
aelistories!

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listen up
pls do not remove the creditszx!
Designer:yik thong
Others:x o x o o
Sunday, July 26, 2009 @5:42:00 AM
aelispeaks:

don't you know how much it hurts me
when i see you sad but can't do anything?
when i know there's something wrong but you won't tell me what?

i said it before, and i'll say it again.
you're my life, my everything.
please, don't keep in it.

so what if i'm further now.
i'm always forever here for each and every one of you
no matter how big the thing is,
how impossible it may be for anyone to solve.

if i can even do a single bit to help,
or even if i can't do anything,
when you say everything out,
at least you'll be able to pass on
some of the sadness
some of the hurt
some of the anger
on to me.

then you won't be hurting so much anymore.
i don't care if it hurts me too,
as long as you feel better.

when you feel hurt, i don't care if i feel twice the pain, as long as you're okay.
when you cry, i go crazy inside.
and for you to smile again, that's all i need.
so please, talk to me.
don't keep it in, whatever you do.
even if you don't wanna pull me down or whatever.
tell someone.
your pillow, your teddy.
even the wall if you have to.

i miss you all so much.
i love you all okay, no matter what happens.
and i'll never ever leave your sides.
each and every one of you.

-aelis


Monday, July 20, 2009 @7:25:00 AM
aelispeaks:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
POSTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUTUBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay the audio was kinda bad and the front part was shaky but still. OMG! and it has 6 views so far. ahahaha. okay i sound so crazy now.

anw, go to youtube, search: showstopper - [aelisoriginal]
and please please please comment(:
hahahahaha.
so high now.
and i'm about to become super brain dead cos i have SS to do!!!
again!!!
gah!

okay. i shall shut up now. please please please please please go listen to my song.
i'm singing it at my grandparent's 70th wedding anniversary on the 2nd of august(:
wish me luck!

oh and also now i'm a trumpeter.
actually, i'm a french hornist who plays trumpet. hahahaha. right.
okay. trumpet is like, hard yo.
i miss my horn... ):
oh well. but at least once i can manage trumpet then horn high notes will be like...nothing.
ahahaha. and trumpet sound is quite nice.
but not as nice as horn.
horn is like, grand, round, warm, nice(:
trumpet is...more fanfare, loud. hahahaha. but it's nice too.
but SUPER TIRING OMG.
and the mouthpiece is like, ridiculously heavy.
one trumpet mouthpiece is like = weight of 2 horn mouthpieces.
or more. hahahaha. okay correction:
weight of 1 trumpet mouthpiece > weight of 2 horn mouthpieces.
YEA(:

hahahaha. okay really retarded now.
have to do go SS omg. it's 10.31.
hehe tmr i'm bringing my recess in the harry potter popcorn 'bowl'/'cauldron'
LOL. i'm gonna look so dumb omg. hahahahaha.
ttfn!

p.s I WANT BUTTON BADGES

p.p.s I WANT M&MS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @8:27:00 AM
aelispeaks:

Showstopper / Hooked on You

[verse 1]
boy, you're one of a kind
you stopped me in my tracks
now you're on my mind
and you've got me in a wreck

[link]
with a wink and a smile
i was hooked on you...

[chorus 1]
'cos you're a, showstopper
you're always on my mind
in the car, in the shower
all the time...
'cos you're a, showstopper
doing what you do
you're a MTV rocker
and i'm all for you...

[verse 2]
baby, you got my head spinning
you got me in a daze
ooh that flying feeling
this ain't just a passing craze

[link]
with a wink and a smile
i was hooked on you...yeah...

[chorus 2]
'cos you're a, showstopper
you take my breath away
you're a perfect lover
in every way
'cos you're a, showstopper
you're burning up the stage
not another teeny-bopper
you're all the rage

-Aelis
(yes, it's copyrighted. credit me please, or HANDS OFF.)

HUGE THANKS TO:
AJ RAFAEL - If I Had You / (Showstopper)
i love AJ, seriously. sexaye voice, totally. and of course, his songs rock. my fav ever: I Just Want You. (: thanks AJ. no ripping / copying / copyright infringement intended. just really love his songs and was inspired by it.
PARVEEN GUPTA - When You're 15
love you babe, like half these lyrics are thanks to you, if not i'll still be stuck with half a chorus and one verse(: hahahaha.


Monday, July 06, 2009 @5:56:00 AM
aelispeaks:

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can’t keep up
And I can’t back down
I’ve been losing
So much time

All of the things
That I want to say
Just aren’t coming out right
I'm tripping on words
My head is spinning
I don’t know where to go from here

With nothing to do
Nothing to prove

-lyrics from 'you and me' by Lifehouse.
i edited the line 'you got my head spinning' cos...well. i'm not talking about a person. yeah.

i feel like watching some horror movie...and freaking myself out. but there's school tmr. damm. ):
i want ayg to continue forever. i loved my job, seriously. i mean, yeah it's slack 80% of the time, then during the 20% we're rushing like mad. but i still love it. i wanna do it for YOG next yr, but i bet they'll get pros from like poly or wherever who actually study IT to do it. and plus, my Os.

i reeeeeeally don't wanna go back to school. gah.
but i really miss band. stupid hini. i'd rather have band 24/7 than school for 6/5.
i'm tired...and my stupid idiot cousin messed up my ipod, so it keeps flashing red, which is not good. and i'm too tired to even get up to go get it so i can charge it. i'll do it later.
i think i'm just really tired. yeah.

i read in a book...nothing is forever. (sorry, being random here)
so it's like, if something really really good is happening, it won't last, and sometime the fun will end.
and also if something really really bad is happening, it won't last either, and it's gonna work out.

i mean, like since it's already rock bottom, the only place you can go from here is up, right?
everything will work out somehow. this is probably a blessing in disguise, something that you'll look back at 5 years down the road and say, 'i'm so glad that happened to me, if not i'd never be where i am now.'

okay signing off now.
dying slowly, dreading school.
-aelis.