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Monday, July 06, 2009 @5:56:00 AM
♥ aelispeaks:
What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can’t keep up
And I can’t back down
I’ve been losing
So much time
All of the things
That I want to say
Just aren’t coming out right
I'm tripping on words
My head is spinning
I don’t know where to go from here
With nothing to do
Nothing to prove
-lyrics from 'you and me' by Lifehouse.
i edited the line 'you got my head spinning' cos...well. i'm not talking about a person. yeah.
i feel like watching some horror movie...and freaking myself out. but there's school tmr. damm. ):
i want ayg to continue forever. i loved my job, seriously. i mean, yeah it's slack 80% of the time, then during the 20% we're rushing like mad. but i still love it. i wanna do it for YOG next yr, but i bet they'll get pros from like poly or wherever who actually study IT to do it. and plus, my Os.
i reeeeeeally don't wanna go back to school. gah.
but i really miss band. stupid hini. i'd rather have band 24/7 than school for 6/5.
i'm tired...and my stupid idiot cousin messed up my ipod, so it keeps flashing red, which is not good. and i'm too tired to even get up to go get it so i can charge it. i'll do it later.
i think i'm just really tired. yeah.
i read in a book...nothing is forever. (sorry, being random here)
so it's like, if something really really good is happening, it won't last, and sometime the fun will end.
and also if something really really bad is happening, it won't last either, and it's gonna work out.
i mean, like since it's already rock bottom, the only place you can go from here is up, right?
everything will work out somehow. this is probably a blessing in disguise, something that you'll look back at 5 years down the road and say, 'i'm so glad that happened to me, if not i'd never be where i am now.'
okay signing off now.
dying slowly, dreading school.
-aelis.
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